Anxious

Anxious

A Poem by Chidoriflower

Shake my brain like an etch n sketch
Start all over again

The intrusive thoughts come rushing in
Like so many little men

I don't think anyone loves me
But I also think I'm just crazy

Shaking hands, hard beating heart
Being in public is ominous

I'll learn to breathe
One day

© 2018 Chidoriflower


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I can relate. I share that pain. My Wife and I are fairly reclusive. Always have been. We don't follow trends or keep up with the Joneses. If people don't like what they see, they better stay out of my face because I'm rubber and they are glue.
As for you dear friend, I'm sending Blessings to you in all that you do.
God is the only true friend.
With Love,
VDP

Posted 1 Year Ago


Chidoriflower

1 Year Ago

Thank you sm for the review! I like your metaphor, "rubber and glue." I'm glad to see you on this si.. read more
VALORMORE DE PLUME

1 Year Ago

I believe you are very special. Some of us are unique. That feels like a burden, of conflicting path.. read more
I completely understand this, it's exactly how I feel it's so hard when you have intrusive thoughts you start to believe them when they are simply not true...stay strong you can and will get through it.

Posted 1 Year Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Chidoriflower

1 Year Ago

Thank you, it is hard. It sucks! I've been trying out different ways to get through it. I really wou.. read more

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Added on September 28, 2018
Last Updated on October 5, 2018

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Chidoriflower
Chidoriflower

R.I.P, CA



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I love reading, from YA books to classic English literature. Writing is my vent usually. I'm gay as hell. I like food, anime, videogames, and traditional dances. (Like waltzing, salsa, west/east coast.. more..

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