Sorry

Through the doors I walk,

The children laugh and play,

I see my friends,

They flirt with guys they don't know,

They twirl their hair,

As I walk through the halls,

I brush a few shoulders,

I'm screaming inside,

Something's trapped deep down,

Begging and pleading to break free,

Please help me,

I try so hard to keep it down,

I try so hard not to make a sound,

This person I pose as,

Isn't the real me,

As I write this I want to cry,

Knowing now how much I hide,

I've been living a lie,

I'm sorry for keeping from you,

I'm sorry for everything I've done to you.