"Reject of Your Fetish Wasteland" lyrics by Christy Autumn Taylor for the band Angels of Rehab

"Reject of Your Fetish Wasteland" lyrics by Christy Autumn Taylor for the band Angels of Rehab

A Poem by Christina Autumn Taylor

This is a song I wrote as a singer-songwriter for the band Angels of Rehab, expected to be recorded soon. It is based on my S&M lifestyle of how I started out and what it feels like to be rejected.

I've been waiting here
Outside in the rain shedding tears
You didn't take me inside
Now I'm considering saying goodbye

In a world so cold, walking in this Fetish wasteland all alone
No one to claim me a friend, now I cry with a heart so cold
Nothing to say about your hate for me
Can someone take me away from this place?
In my own prison of pain, suffering with a sad face

You left me all alone when I wanted to belong here
You refused to guide me through the Darkness
I'm all alone trapped in this fear
I'm doomed to embrace your madness


Even though I became sober years later, you still laugh at me
I'm not welcome anywhere so go and forsake me
I'm not your kind of people, just a reject
How can I find in sadomasochism when you never accept?
Forgiveness is not a part of you
You're so blind in your empire so I leave you
But I'm still here saying "Take me inside!"
Yet you threw me out like a useless w***e into the outside
I'm all alone
Someone take me home!!!


I'm all alone in this Fetish wasteland but I won't be played like this
I don't want to be a part of your games played like a worthless object
I'm letting go of my fantasies and find comfort in my drugs and booze
You never wanted to be my friends so I'm ready to lose
Goodbye - I'm walking away
Goodbye - I'll die alone today
So now the story ends tonight
You refused to believe in community so I say GOODBYE!!!

All alone in this Fetish wasteland
Someone take me home.


© 2014 Christina Autumn Taylor

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Added on January 9, 2014
Last Updated on January 9, 2014
Tags: BDSM, songwriting, Music, Rejection, Hopelessness, Suicide, Bullying


Christina Autumn Taylor
Christina Autumn Taylor

Salem, MA

I'm a aspiring writer-poet who's been writing for over 15 years working on stories, poems, music for my 2 projects, Autumn's Suffering and Angels of Rehab, amateur scripts for indie films that I want .. more..