Hypocrite Martyr

Hypocrite Martyr

 

I love to put myself as the victim.

 

So I can enjoy the pity from others and myself.

 

I caused these wounds myself.

 

So I can earn their sympathy

 

When deep down, I am a hypocrite.

 

More like a masochist.

 

Constantly lying to myself.

 

Hurting myself.

 

I hate that about myself

 

I hate it.

 

Why can I step forward and meet people?

 

Why am I stuck?

 

Why am I enjoy hurting myself emotionally and psychologically?

 

I am such a hypocrite.