I am back

"I am Back"

I am searching places

to freely publish the pieces

I made through out the years

and suddenly I stumbled here

It's been so long my old friend

I admit, I have completely forgot about you

I never even thought I'd be coming back

and now here I am

Looking at you,

as I am pressing down the keys,

for the letters to appear.

How have you been doing?

I am still breathing, 

I am still fighting,

and I made the monster in me my friend

and it knows I still wanted my life to end.

It still talks to me,

and I wouldn't let it disappear

It is the only one I have

When I need to deal with the monsters upfront.

I have read the pieces

I left you

and I cringe

I am sorry for writing like this

Up until now,

I couldn't write the way professional does

Not even good enough to pass my English class

But If ever you are reading this,

and understand it,

I may have know how to write enough

Now, that I am back...