Chapter 34: March 25th-Liam

Who cares what the f*****g day is, 2011

She`s gone. She`s dead. I...I can`t get my head around it. How could she be gone? She was too young. Mom told me the news this morning. At first I didn`t believe her. Then she showed me the newspaper article. I just broke down. I just don`t know what to do. I need her. She was not only my best friend, but the person I love. How am I supposed to move on? I can`t. I’ll be forever in love in with someone who`s dead.

It`s not like I have a friend to talk to about it. My only other two friends are dead. I feel dead inside.

This just isn`t fair. I shouldn’t be writing this. I should be dead. I should have died on my way back from the concert.

What if I had told Demi to stay with me like I wanted to? I may still have lost two of my best friends, but I would still have her. I could have saved her. If I had asked her to stay with me, I could still hold her. Talk to her. See her.

I should feel happy about being alive. I should feel blessed. But I don`t. Not one single bit.

I don`t know what to do Steven

-No one

Reviews

[luv2dream]

omg! how will I sleep tonight! I will be so concerned for poor Liam! It makes me want to cry! I can't even tell you what I love or why I love it because it is so damn emotional.

EXCUSE MY CURSING!

[Eleanor]

I'm glad you like my story. To be honest I'm not sure where I'm going with it now. Its almost done. But there's two possible endings. Not sure which one is better. Hmm

[luv2dream]

Oooooo! Nervous now! I understand completely, two different directions but one hard decision!

[Eleanor]

Exactly.

[luv2dream]

well good luck to you! Take your precious time! It's a big decision! I'll look forward to any decision! Just please make it a great ending!

hint: I like happy endings!

[Eleanor]

Aha I will!
And to your hint: really the decision is between happy ending and not so happy ending

[luv2dream]

Oh well, I don't want a say on that decision! GOOD LUCK!