What Am I Suppose To Do?

What Am I Suppose To Do?

A Poem by ClosedEyesOpen

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You scream
I stare

You hit
I take it

You throw words at me
I refuse to catch them but they still go right through me

What am i suppose to do?

This pain seems to be back again
I hoped it was over
Yet here it is 2 years later
The release of a sharp object still calls to me
I try to ignore it
Sometimes its just to hard

After you finish me
I stumble into a room
A room I can't really call my own
It's okay I'll be gone soon

Throw myself into a wall
Nails already connected with my arm
All I can do to not go insane
But maybe I already am

Red lines match my red eyes
Tears drip into open wounds
Stinging like nothing else could
Sitting on a floor alone

What am I suppose to do?

You still scream out to the house
"I hate her!"
Yea well I'm not to fond of you either
Silent now my sobs

Climb into bed
Tears pool on a pillow that smells of perfume and conditioner
Close my eyes and try to forget
Wishing happier dreams will over take my conscience mind

What am i suppose to do now?

© 2011 ClosedEyesOpen

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A straight forward look into the soul of one whom I can only pray, will alas one day, break free from the painful grips of the chilling memories of some depraved beast. And I also pray that on her way out the door she'll cut his nuts off and feed them to the prick.

Posted 9 Years Ago

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