Isn't Meant

Isn't Meant

A Poem by christopher fox
"

Can't seem to get out of my own head.

"
hating myself
in everything I do
trying to push
through
I just wonder
what's the use?

life isn't meant
to be lived alone
trying to call out
with nobody home

despising myself
through trepid tedious
smiles
trying not to cry
I'd be lieing to
say it's been awhile.

Life isn't meant
to be lived in
issolation
This too shall pass
But in this, how
much time am I
wasting?

Terrified by myself
as I stare to
the dark.
it smiles back at
me
and never allows
me to get very far

Life isn't meant 
to spend days and
weeks in bed
Staring at the 
same wall
Unable to escape 
your own head.

Hating myself
as this definition
persists
This too shall pass
I just wonder
when is the end?

© 2015 christopher fox


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A good rhythm for Spoken Word - leaves a listener with a "real" feel to what's being said.

Posted 7 Years Ago


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Added on October 25, 2015
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Tags: depression, hate, terror, thoughts, waiting

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christopher fox
christopher fox

Colorado Springs, CO



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I'm 24 and have been writing my whole life. I began to share my work in 2014, and haven't gotten the performance side down just yet. I was on episode 703 "Shock" of the Risk podcast, and that record.. more..

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