Forgive me father

Something from the heart ......

Forgive me father for I have sinned

Sadly given a time machine I'll probably do it again

Forgive me father I guess I let the devil get way too close

 

I did evil in my pass instead of being ashamed I would boast

Well Father I guess the jokes on me, forgive me Father for laughing I’ll be more serious now

I laughed through my pain, I smiled through my suffering, and I chuckled during my agony

 

Send me to my room already Father Stop with the slow slow punishment

This curse some call karma feels more like a knife moving an inch in me everyday

The wound heals and the blood dries every second, horrible pain but tears never leave my eyes

 

I drop to my knees for nothing but for you I did Father and prayed

I'll now sacrifice my happy nights for my older brother's healthy days

Punish me so he can raise his sons; prepare me for hell I'll start on top of the sun

 

Was born prematurely with a hole in my heart looking back I guess I’ll never be complete

Growing up several life threatening seizures   I damn near swallowed my tongue

That’s why today Father I speak my mind proudly I will never bite my tongue

 

Forgive me Father if lying, cheating, and stealing are now the norm then I’ll never be normal

I must be an alien amongst them or they are all b******s cause they no kin of mine

They use your words to justify they sinful lives but its all lies, I said it! They lie

 

So forgive me for them and forgive them for me matter of fact don’t bother

We will all finally get the message when we finally arrive to those pearly gates

Rest assured no matter where I go Father I’ll be there with a smile on my face