Uneven Flow

Written for someone who I have great feelings for but drugs rule her life

She comes and goes and an uneven flow

Drugs surely have a foot hole on her life

I wish she could see me for what I am

A true loving caring man

My way of life is simple

I sleep bare and free

She only sees that as a horrible tease. 

Me touching her causes an even more displeasure

She goes with the wind that drugs flow on

She knows that it is killing her soul

She can't stop or is it she will not stop

She sees me as nothing but a temporary stop

This is noting new to me

I see it in everyone who tries to meet me

They all come and see the freak show

In the end it turns to horror for them and the run in fear

She will be no different she already has started

How could she love a broken fool like me

I have no drugs to feed her need

I try to help break that habit but she just attacks me

I am a liar

A great deceiver

All I want from her is sex and nothing else

Are that all she seems to believe.

Her company is intoxicating for me

I love to look at her

To hear her speak. 

When she is tires and lays on me it makes my heart skip a beat

But she wants me to wait

For her to get her life together

So she goes to the drug addicts for comfort

Being between my arms are tortur

I don't know what to do

So I sit far away from her

Far away from anyone

I am the worst drug, the one no one would dare touch.