Nothing & Everything

I miss you

I miss what we had

The foolishness of youth

You and I clung to

I miss your anger

Your laughter

Your hate

I miss the fights we had

The long nights on the phone

Waking up to know

That I would see you soon

I apologized

Once upon a time

You said I didn't mean it

You knew me too well

I didn't mean it then

I do mean it now

But you'll never know

Because we'll never get it

Closure

I wish I knew

What you're doing now

A part of me wishes

That you're still alive

Have you met someone new?

Is she treating you right?

Better than I did?

I long to have 

One last chat with you

One last all-out brawl

To settle the score

Of what happened between us

And then we would laugh

Laugh and laugh and laugh

About how foolish we were

You found it in your heart

To forgive me for what I'd done

It's my turn to tell you

After so many years

What I have 

Only recently discovered

I have finally

Finally, finally, finally

Forgiven myself.