4 yearsA Poem by Becky Clancy
Its been almost 4 years since I last saw your face
4 years since I last saw your smile 4 years since I last heard your voice 4 years since I last saw you roaming around the halls The day I heard you were sick, I suddenly felt my heart shatter I literally fell to the ground and sobbed for hours When I saw you for the last time, you did smile But I saw what was behind that smile I saw nothing but sadness, fear, and possibly anger I saw you at the hospital and you looked so happy But inside, you were miserable You were miserable because you know you werent gonna last in this world much longer You were pretending to be happy so I wouldn't be hurt But I've been hurting since the day you left the school The day you left the school, you told me you were gonna fight so you would come back and teach again And from then on, I was holding onto that Little did I know that you were only saying that to put my mind at ease You only said that so I didn't have to worry anymore Yet you were wrong January 2010 came around, everything seemed to be okay But then my grandma called me over and told me the news You were gone... I felt my heart shattered once again I felt my world crumble around me I felt like I lost my smile once again I still had those words in my head Those words that gave me hope Those words that you said that you were gonna come back and teach again I was really hoping you would come back But your never coming back, and I have to learn to accept that To this day, I'm still suffering I'm still sad that you are gone I'm still lost without you I've tried moving on, yet I can't for some reason Is it because I feel guilty? Or is it because I can't accept the fact that your gone? Whatever the case is I just wish you were here now There's so much I wanted to tell you before you left I miss you to this day May you rest in peace...Mrs. Olson © 2013 Becky Clancy
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6 Reviews Added on November 25, 2013 Last Updated on November 25, 2013 AuthorBecky ClancyViroqua, WIAboutHello, My name is Rebecca Clancy (But everyone calls me Becky), I'm new around here so I would LOVE to have some help around here, you know, show me around (: My Greatest passion is music so I'm hopin.. more..Writing
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