Gained

All that I can gain misery,
All that I gain is pain.
You're the one who knows me best,
Explain to me why I'm so f*****g depressed?!
I'm a goddamn mess,
Don't even need to put that to the test.
I won't let this go to rest.
Please my dear old friend tell me why I'm so depressed.
You know me the best so tell me how well you know me!
Can't you see that all I am is misery!
I'm sick of this morbid scenery!
Who could it be who knows me best?!
The life in me grows less and less by the day!
WILL YOU PLEASE JUST SAY SOMETHING TO MY FACE?!
HELP ME GAIN BACK MY GRACE!
TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS PLACE!
I'M IN RAGE,
MY LIFE IS A STAIN UPON A PAGE!
I'M SICK OF BEING IN HATE,
NEVER SEEING THINGS AS GREAT!
Please my friend say a word before it's too late.
Show that you're the one who knows me best,
Save me from being so depressed.
Look at me and how much I am a mess!
Yet you glance to me,
Yes you see me,
You've helped stain my page.