I'm sorry momA Poem by DonJust to get this off my chest
A man once asked me, aren't you scared of dyeing?
I remember i laughed and smiled I told him my pops loved his bottle and his belt more than he loved me I shared the same batten's he gave to me and my mother He then asked how did i stay strong I told him the only thing that was keeping me going was my mom I remember the times we couldn't pay the bills all i could do is stood there and hug here and tell her everything will be fine I remember having to watch her cry and all i could do is hold her and it broke me... Every time it broke me silently I've always been strong for her but secretly I've always been sacred But i did wonder what life would be like if i wasn't put on this world Will she be okay? even if i didn't wake up in the morning can she still smile like she does when i telll her i love her I know we don't have much money or assets but i promised her one day ill buy her a mansion of gold one day shell never have to go through that pain of having to skip meals for us to eat to never having to have fundraisers to pay our due bills to never see me working 2 job's behind her back when i was only 13 and i could tell it broke her heart but being the only man in the house is hard there's no instruction how to do this so every night i sit back and write i cry all the pain i keep in for so many years, and i let it go so no one can see me like this maybe one day my ignorance will get me killed, but not today today ill keep on working to make sure she gets that mansion of gold, but until then i sit here just writing... © 2021 DonAuthor's Note
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Added on January 5, 2021 Last Updated on January 5, 2021 |