Too Painful

What used to be once a source of dopamine Earn free bitcoin

The chaotic rush

of blood that send us

tripping around veins

to navigate the gains and stains

it all amounts

to throwing your head

forward to buoy your worth

now I have lost the wisdom of my weight

but when I sit down

and hold my breath

I know what's coming next

and when it does

I feel at home

but it's just too painful

they're not what they used to be

it's just too painful

the memories

and when they leave

they take something out of me

Every time it's something more

I hope each time It's time to go