Blood Penned Love Note

Blood Penned Love Note

A Poem by Ellie Howard

Song lyrics;This is basically just how i'm feeling at the moment,this bout of depression has really been gripping on to me.I've also been listening to alot of leathermouth,listento 5th period massacre


You ripped my life apart,

You ripped this heart out of my chest,

You carved this heart out of my hand,

You made my lips stained blood red.

I hate this loneliness,

This bitter cold,

Your bitter breath,

Gripping your fingers under my skin.

This pain, this heart in my chest,

This pain in my heart

Can never be met,

Nothing can compare to the pain of my rest,

The pain of my heart,

This pain in my chest.

The sadness and hate,

I carved this love note in my wrists.

The f*****g pain in my chest,

And the blood on my hands,

this red penned love note,

my blood stained eyes bitter in contrast.

Nothing compares to how you ruined me,

Carved this ring out of my chest,

Ruined me,

Ruined me,

Now all I want is death

You hacked this love note from my chest

Blood stained my tears as I cried

To find me bloodless

This heart empty and dry.

I wanna die,

I wanna die,

So take me as you please,

Kill me,

Butcher me,

f*****g gut me as you wish,

Please just take this pain away,

Rip the heart out of my chest,

Tear the life from my eyes,

Steal this blood away from me,

grip this dagger to my neck,

or this gun to my head.

No one would cry,

not a tear from their eyes,

i wanna die.


Just please,

Make the pain go away,

Or I’ll find my own way this time.

© 2013 Ellie Howard

Author's Note

Ellie Howard
to get a good grip on how i was wanting this to sound and the mood i'm in, listen to 5th Period Massacre by leathermouth and that will just show my emotion i'm trying to convey perfectly. Just think of gutteral, painful, pissed of screaming of these lyrics. I honestly just wrote it spurr of the moment; i'v been bottling up my anger and anxiety and this pretty much came out and i couldnt stop typing.

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So much deepth...wonderful piece

Posted 9 Years Ago

1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Nice flow of thoughts in the poem. It is a song. Not a happy song. A lot of emotion and pain in the poem. Thank you for the excellent poem.

Posted 9 Years Ago

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Added on April 4, 2013
Last Updated on June 3, 2013


Ellie Howard
Ellie Howard

San Antonio, TX

I'm 16 years old, and i'm in love with writing and literacy education. Writing is one of the only ways, besides my art, where i can express how i feel with confidence. Even though i'm not the religio.. more..