Mere Promises

Coming from a sleepless night,

the sun is shining on a beautiful day.

I feel your absence the most

on days such as these.

It is often a hard pill

for me to swallow.

You once vowed forever 

to me as if it were simple.

It follows me 

everywhere I go.

Just the mere promise.

I catch myself apologizing

cause I am all I've got.

Where to from here?