For Now, Goodbye

I can see the wind outside wrestle the night,

And I sit here alone in the dimmed light of my inactive phone,

Empty, I know what I’ve believed all along

Is true, and I can’t but stamp the song from my soul with the shoe,

His shoe, the one he wore that time,

Oh, that time was nice, he took me to " AAHH eat him please mice,

The way you mice are eating my head as we write,

Knawing like it was a haven of wood, and they laugh, I don’t hear them, but I know that if they could they would.

They should.

‘I told you, I knew, it was bound to be true’,

I don’t care what you told me, I don’t care what you knew, why can’t you be here for me now, without words of dew.

In a beautiful, blissful hush. Silence, my Shakespearean bitter angel.

It kills me the most, the silence. It pierces me with every tick of the clock on my wall,

That clock, that wall, this hair, this face, change it all.

I want it gone, I can’t look without hating, I can’t feel for I become aware that I’m waiting.

Waiting for what, what’s left for me here? I’m on this gloomy pier,

But it isn’t gloomy you know. In fact its blissful, I see snow,

Like I’m in a crystal ball, that somebody has shaken, waiting for me to fall.

I won’t fall, I’ll fly,

Up to stars in the nights sky. So for now, it’s just goodbye.

 

Reviews

[Lily Mae]

"I don’t care what you told me, I don’t care what you knew, why can’t you be here for me now, without words of dew."

This is a heart wrenching read.. loss and the sadness of the good bye..xo I feel that to my core.. Some things I guess are not mean't to be and yet it doesn't make the "why" or the sadness disappear..xo