I am one

Falling away into that abyss

Happy hatred tears me apart

Portentous light come to me

I wish to pour possessed liquid –

through my veins to feel your power

I feel deranged, darker than light

-blood and skin-

I regret my puny form.

Love me Lord; this world is of no use to me

Scold me to your right side

Tweak and twist me until I am one

For I am the new Jesus.