Liar Liar

Pain
so much pain
all of it
           mental.
You're not here,
far from it.
My breaths grow
                       quickened
My heart grows
                        sickened
so worn
of being
           second
                     best.
I believed all the empty
promises,
all the
"you have my word"s.
Liar, liar
            but it is I
who caught fire.