Broken Pieces

For my girlfriend who passed away sadly 14/7/2011

There's a world so big yet we stood in
A small city where we thought we could hide our emotions inside of us.
There's many things I would wish to say
To you now, like receiving your text or hear your voice.
All those little things about you and I.
The world was against us from the start.
You've broken me too pieces but somehow we got it together.
All I'm remembering is the last time.
The last conversation,
The last time you said I love you.
It was just the other night,
14 July 2011 that's the last air you breathe.
I wonder what went through your mind.
As you got up the courage to end it.
Do you remember the laughter,
The conversations,
The sparkle in your eyes in mine.
The little things gosh I miss you.
I wish you weren't so far from me.
Where you are now I can't go.
I'll never hear you.
I'll never talk to you.
I'll never see you.
That cute smile your voice.
Its all gone.
When you body hanged loosely from the rope.
When they found your lifeless body.
Broken pieces is what I am.
Its not easy to be writing this,
Because you know how I get.
I get bruised, as my heart is now.
You told me last night that you can't
Wait to see me this weekend.
That you have so much plan
For our weekend together.
So tell me how am I suppose to be ok.
How am I suppose to make like you
Were never apart of my life.
Its Friday and I thought we would
Talk right now.
Hear you say I love you baby.
And I would say I love you too.
We spoke last night about hearts been broken.
We promised it never would again.
Cause we had each other.
But you're gone,
Your body is somewhere in a ice cold fridge.
You're gone now.
You chose too die.
You chose death over living.
How am I suppose to feel right now.
You died last night, you're gone.
You left me, I'm hurt, I'm torn inside out.
Broken pieces never to be fixed.

RIP my love 30/05/1988 - 15/07/2011

I don't think my heart is ever gonna be okay after this.

Reviews

[J Todd Underhill]

Damn! Where do I even start with this! I will try and refrain from the cliche that you will hear endlessly, but I need to assure you, life will go on, you will find love once more. I am saddened for you, as I have lost a friend to suicide and it is not an easy greiving process to go through. You have much to add to this world in your words, and if they bring solace to one person in their time of need know that it is worth it all. I know you hurt now and will hurt a great deal through this all, but write it out, write your way through this and you works will aid someone else I promise!

[Daytonight]

Oh my! I don't know any words I could say to comfort you. Loss is always hard, but sometimes it seems worse when taken from us in this manner. I am so glad you were able to pen this and share it with us. Don't forget that you have friends here who are willing to listen. Keep on penning.

[K.C. Zbryk]

This is a heartbreaking piece, i am so sorry that this should happen to you, and i wish that i had the wors to make you know that everything will be better some day. All i know is that we must continue on and be strong for those who have left us. He will always be there in your heart and mind, and you can immortalize her with the poetry that you write, as well as come to terms with all that has happened. Just know that there are people out there who are there for you if you ever need help, just ask. Just keep writing. Just keep prevailing.