Internal Destruction

Pain dives deep and resurfaces only when you find away to access it!

Smiling through the tears

Showing them no matter how hard the blow hit I lived through it

I have a mask that reads 'I'm Fine'

Not fine but being bombarded by the inevitable questions, you push the pain deeper

Only a select few know the reality

The scale of the pain I hide

The fake smiles, mindlessness within

Never to embrace or reveal the truth

The pain becomes a perminant factor

Losing exciitement

Strive

Only the friends get you through it

They remove my mask and talk to the pain-filled me

Showing me I'm not alone

That Night I let go

I have angels descending on my body to take away the pain

To take away the falseness

Mabey more than they bargained for...

The cumulative pain and suffering now being relieved

Never to return

Not the present

The future will hold more

Be it in this lifetime or the next

Waiting for Answers

Reviews

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This is a very touching poem. And I like it. Don't give up and keep on writing.

[KATHY SUE SILLS]

This was a soul touching poem knowing that you can make it through the pains of life to find answers! Well written

[Yina]

Wow that is so touching! It's almost a surprise reading this cuz those are pretty my exact feelings