Desire to let go

Why do I seek to let go of my dreams, desires,
because I want it to get out,
the way I am, the who I am.
people do not need to like me, 
do not need to accept, 
I merely wish to be myself, 
because of others I have hesitations, 
it is not my fault,
recall and verbalize.

Reviews

[light and ashes]

I can relate to this a lot. It's a difficult place to be and my heart hurts for you.

[VilleVitte]

Light and Ashes,
thank you for review.
People nowadays tend to claim,
just be yourself but at the same time point out when someone is authentic to even oneself.
Without even looking out of ordinary, living peacefully, simply by talking about individual interests, passions, lifestyle.

[...]

When i was younger i got simulate feelings. Special if you live at village or small town. It's quiet hard to be your self. People will see you like danger or some mad man. But there is always way out. I experienced if i try hard it enough i will find some people close to my nature. It was sometimes very hard experience but is and it was worth it. So all the best .

[VilleVitte]

Thank you for comment Kodiak.

It is as you stated, living in a small populated location is an automatic difficulty for people who do not accomodate to masses, even a single personality trait is enough for others to be the strange one.
I also agree, to not give and keep going despite the obstacles.