Probably for the best.

This is all that's keeping me sane right now.

To count the tears that fall from my eyes 

Every time you speak the work "goodnight" 

The fetal position I clamp myself into 

Trying not to fall too deep through 

The big black hole 

Ready to swallow me whole

Darkness ready to welcome me in

Here's my new blade, cutting again 

Oh they're freshly done

Stinging and burning and all that fun 

Tears soak my face

My head is spinning in place

I don't know up from down 

Glued to my face, a permanent frown

My heart it aches

Literal pain of my heart as it breaks

A crushing in my chest

But it's all for the best 

You're too good to be true

And my plus side is few. 

What do I have to owe a man like you? 

Distrust, Nightmares, and a used body too 

It's all for the best, only a matter of time

Till you figured it out and came an end to this rhyme. 

 

Author's Note

I'm falling fast into a pit of unknown

Reviews

[Boy of the red]

no matter what happens you will never lose me. the only thing i have learned is how you can be understanding. your body is not used, it it lovly and beautiful. do not hurt yourself because of me. i love you with all my heart babygirl