Sweet Release

Ranting.

Why do I hurt so bad? 

But you are doing just fine. 

Why am I the one so mad? 

The tears shed are only mine. 

Why are you doing so great? 

Yet I'm struggling to stay.

Why is this my fate? 

I just yearn to fly away. 

Like a bird, you use to be;

Scoop me up, and fly away;

Setting us both free. 

But here I still lay. 

Like an escape, you distracted me;

From everything bad I was feeling;

Your love was my key. 

My happiness you keep stealing. 

I see your face or hear your name;

And a shot to the heart; 

The perfect aim.

Tearing piece by piece; part by part. 

I see nothing now. 

No future; no hope. 

Just dark skies and plenty of clouds. 

No trust; no cope. 

Death is all that's left for me. 

It's the only way I can finally be free.