love in the wrong place

another loveyish poem

Listening to music as tears decorate my face
wondering if i found love in the wrong place
my mind is playing games tricks that won't end
even having doubts if your really my girlfriend

you've been gone 11 out of the 20 days

the thought of u falling in love with someone else puts my heart in a maze

i really hope these thoughts  are just in my head

cause if she found someone else i might as well be dead

even the dreams of me kissing her have been replaced by the cutting of a knife

whats stopping me from taking my own life

i thought it was you but if i'm wrong i gotta find a way out

because i don't think this is what love is all about