Secrets of a teenage boy

this is a true story

I am infected,  I am sick.

This is only the result of poor judgement, and poor decisions.

I ... am much smarter, I work much harder.

I ... have so much going for myself.

How could I be soo careless, so anxious.

Others saw me and I'd share a motivating light deep from within.

But now, now I am worried ... cautious ... afraid.

Afraid of my fate.

And I can't tell my mother, ohh I don't know what she would do.

Already paranoid, looking over my shoulders.

Already in belief people are sharing negative opinions of me.

And the very few that I trust .... I can barely tell this secret to.

I am mentally broken, emotionally conflicted.

I cannot, reveal this tregedy.

I cannot reveal my S T D.

Reviews

[Call_Me_Miss_Imperfect]

I agree with the others, you done a great job on conveying the feelings of having STDs. I don't know how it feels, but while reading this I could feel myself in someone else's shoes. If you're going through this, I am so terribly sorry :( I hope everything does turn out alright, like Leslie said. I am here for you anytime. Just send a message :)
Great job.

Ashley Rivers--Dream BIG and you'll win BIG:)

[Becky Clancy]

Really sad to read, but enjoyable at the same time (:

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

So sad when a teen ends up messing up the rest of their life in living in shame because of just this. You have penned these feelings well

[Rosallia]

This is a great write =) I can't say I've ever read an std poem, but there's a first for everything ;) Nice job

[Secret Lullaby]

I hope you are not really going through this but if you are, I hope everything turns out ok. This was a great write.

[Roe]

This is such a sad write. It's great work I hope your not really going threw this.