Somewhere in the wildA Poem by FredapsychicFredapsychic writes how she feels
Somewhere in the wild
In my little tiny house It’s so cold, I have a jacket on Listening to the birds chirping Crazy how the little things make me happy It’s amazing how my mind works Everything i visualize becomes my reality The power of the mind It’s the most valuable asset Yet some don’t value it because they have it for free The power of the mind It’s unimaginable I’ve been so hurt in the past Betrayed by people who i thought had my back Life of a dark empath Filled with so many emotions Feeling emotions deeper than usual Dealing with feelings that are not even mine Helping people out of the goodness of my heart without expecting anything in return These same people would drag my name through the mud at any chance they got I heard the phone calls I heard the side talks I heard everything false that was spoken about me I know they see my light Lucia she calls me Shining brightly even when i can’t see it Sometimes we are blind to our own light But others can see it Sometimes they are intimidated by it Sometimes they are intrigued by it Other times they want to drag you down They want to make you feel less than you are I’ve done so much for people that don’t deserve any of my kindness All they did was take advantage of it This made me become cold hearted Sometimes you go through a series of experiences and pain You just go numb to it You don’t feel it anymore You become heartless The same people wonder why you became like that It’s not even about people anymore It’s about how i feel on the inside I had to go through a lot of healing and self reflection Deep down i know i am a kind and loving person but it’s hard to show it in a world that sees such traits as weakness I began to protect myself and cut toxic people out of my life Even at the slightest sign of me being taken advantage of or made to feel less than i am If i am not treated with love and respect, i am out I honestly don’t have time for anything that isn’t bringing me joy and peace I am beginning to be more selfish with myself and keep my peace I noticed i love to play As a child i wasn’t allowed to play much or express myself I was super active as a child and they always told me to stay calm They tried to make me become who i wasn’t I had to grow up re-parenting myself I had to remind myself that it is okay to play I had to remind myself that it is okay to say how you feel I had to remind myself that my opinions matter I’m still in the process of healing I protect my energy and sanity at all cost I don’t want anything disrupting my inner world again The world is full of wolves looking for prey You either hunt or be hunted You’re either a hunter or a prey I’m living everyday life as it comes Sometimes I’m still confused about what this is all about I lay in bed wondering what my purpose is on this earth I guess non of us are making it out here alive I strive to live my truth I strive to be my true authentic self Till i let go of my physical body My soul and works would live on © 2021 Fredapsychic |
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Added on August 12, 2021 Last Updated on August 12, 2021 Tags: Soul, Poem, Life, Fredapsychic, Spirituality Author
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