Numb part 2

This is what I wrote the day after I wrote Numb part 1 two years ago, turns out the feeling was getting worse...

This deep numbness is slowly eating away at my mind.

It's shattering my already weak, cracked, soul.

I want to scream, cry, jump, and sing, anything to get rid the mumbling murmur of voices around me.

Get rid of the dull numbing pounding within me.

I don't know how to fight it.

I want it to go away, yet I greet it like an old friend.

Help me, drown me, kill me, kiss me, love me, anything to make it stop.

It's always fighting for my attention, always poking at my defenses, which will shatter any day now.

I can fight it, but I mustn't, for I need it.

Author's Note

Again I no longer feel this way, It is just part of me I guess. Please review. Thank you.