Slave to my obsession

For the escapist

He knows I dont like being weak

I dont like being vulnerable

He knows I dont cry over broken toys

I don't tend to my deepest wounds

I keep my scars as souvenirs

I'd be calm at his maddening scorns

Just to dwell at the so called "love" frontiers 

He knows he may cross all limits of torments

And me, I'd not utter a word of insolence

He knows while Im Emotionally damaged

He is Rationally unavailable

He knows he is my Paroxysmal addiction

Yet,that's just my self inflicted affliction

No rehab can get me clean of my Love Malady!

He knows he's "FREE" of any compulsion

But,

I am a slave to my obsession...

Author's Note

hope I conveyed it well :)

Reviews

[Mayank]

Love is an obsession, there is no doubt in it. I have the experience, perhaps everyone has the one.

[Frozen Eyes]

Thank U for relating :)

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

The vicious cycle of two that compliment eachother.
It gets complicated when both are enablers. I can be hard
to understand who is controlling who, when egos are involved.

[Frozen Eyes]

Its not a disaster until the fine line between Self-respect & EGO is breached!
Thank U for reading :)

[AaronFreitas]

Perfectly written... I really enjoyed it. I think when things are good we do tend to get obsessed with it because it triggers emotions that make us happy... and we all like that feeling :) Good work

[Frozen Eyes]

Thank U for liking it & happy valentine's day :)

[AaronFreitas]

Thank you... I have no valentine this year though :(

[Frozen Eyes]

Dont be upset. neither did I hv any of the years or this one.. :)

[AaronFreitas]

haha so we are in the same boat.... but it makes us good writers lol

[Frozen Eyes]

Having no valentine on valentine's day is just a relief.. most people dont hv AIDS on World Aids day.. read it sumwhere :P

[AaronFreitas]

haha classic

[Frozen Eyes]

LOL2 (Laughing Out Loudly with Lots of Love)

[Christopher Casper]

She has become addicted to his love so much so that he can ignore her every other need and she still won't leave. That's one powerful hold. I hope I interpreted this correctly. :) Thanks again for sharing with me!

[Frozen Eyes]

Yes you interpreted perfectly :) Thank U for appreciating :)

[Ashira Macy]

It is so difficult to allow ourselves to be weak in front of others. When people break through our barriers is is disconcerting and sometimes there is regret or turmoil because of it. Brilliant Frozen!

[Frozen Eyes]

thanks for the wonderful review Ashira :)

[Cory Barrett]

It seems the speaker is jealous of the power the lover has over her, or is it the power that she has given him.

[Frozen Eyes]

i'd say she is rather not satisfied by the power she has given hi over her..
thnks fr the review :)