My Turn

Nothing left to blame on me
I take all the credit
for ruining us, and everything
My heart has been drained of all the love
There's nothing left to give
except forgiveness
I'm sorry for taking away your potential
I don't care if it doesn't work that way,
or doesn't make sense
Forgive me for letting go
I was already hanging on the edge
before I met you
I just wish I could have given you a more beautiful ending
That's no excuse, though
You deserve better
You should have never seen me as fitting,
but I guess we don't get to choose
Nights make me sickened
Would it be fair if I ended myself?
And so did he?
You've spent so many nights alone
It's my turn to be buried
It's my turn to go to Hell