Forgiveness

Your memories are still virginal.
Still my skull is heavy with your gambol.
But I'll not forgive you,
For all the fake promises and love emojis
Instead of residing in my life,
Breathing in my poetries..

Still I remember your giggles
And the goosebumps I felt
When you moved your fingers
Up and down my chest.
You were considered as a bird
And my heart, your nest.
But I'll not forgive you,
Bcoz I even remember,
That night of November.
I was waiting out,
When the freezing air was so loud.
Just to surprise with your b'day gift
But you were having other fish to fry,
With your so called friend,
In your so- called night shift..

I'll not forgive you,
For not replying my calls.
For removing my pictures from your walls
For blocking me from the social sites
And letting others to take your scrap bites

But for my own sake,
The day I may fail to recall you,
The day I may forgive you.
And once again the nights will be
No longer uncomfortable,
And the bright blue sky will again
Continue to be immeasurable...

Author's Note

Having other things to fry:- to have other important and interesting to do or to attend..
Gambol :- the act of running and jumping happily..

Please give Ur honest review...tq

Reviews

[boygene borice]

I love this poem. I feel the pain in the expression of the poet's feelings. It's painful to love and not be loved. But what can we do when only love is in our hearts? Forgive and let go.

[Govind singh]

Thnk u for feeling such things for my poem..thnk u so mch sir

[Lavi]

Ok, first, this site had trouble with me leaving a review so I hope I haven't spammed your inbox trying to get this one review in - curse freezing computer and half-finished replies.
Second: This is immeasurable writing and a story expressed with powerful emotion. I like how you added the love emoji aspect it really brings in the parallels of perspective. Amazing work, this was tugging on my heart strings. Stay strong. It is far better to know love than to love falsely.

[Govind singh]

Omg...thnks for the lovely lines...I'm glad u enjoyed it:)

[peter Duggan]

Hi Govind, i have never been in your position. my first love has been my last love. in your poem you show me what misery can do. I hope the forgiveness will come to you soon, and you will be able to walk with joy. I enjoyed your poem, my friend.....peter

[Govind singh]

Thanks a lot sir..I wish nobody suffer the way I had..thnks for Ur supportive words

[Pash]

I've been there. I've lived this story and sadly all the emotions that come with it. Your honesty is refreshing. I love that you make no apologies for how you feel. I was captivated.
Thank you!

[Govind singh]

Thnk u sir for such a lovely words..means a lot:)

[KCthelastboyscout]

It's not easy but you will find it's easier to let go than holding on.new memories replace the old ones and eventually that part of your heart heals on its own

[Great Aunt Astri]

You have written a very moving poem. We can feel your emotions, and I love the way you tell 'the story' of your betrayal. I am sure many can identify! But the saying goes ...'forgive and forget'. So if you just forgive her first, put it down to 'one of those things' I am sure you will soon forget, and then 'the bright blue sky will again Continue to be immeasurable'. Every best wish to you.

[Govind singh]

Thnk u so mch great aunt for Ur precious tym and beautiful words but I just can't get her out of my mind.there is no any seconds that she doesn't cross my mind:(

[Great Aunt Astri]

Oh dear, I remember the feeling!!! Just keep busy ... write lots of poems!

[Maxwell Ryder]

betrayal is a hard thing to swallow. but it makes us greater, and our writing better. That's why i decided to start writing, and why many do I suppose.

[Govind singh]

True bro..but I write bcoz I can.g express my feelings by talking or telling someone as there is nobody whom I can talk so...but Ur going great..I hope u may overcome whatever u got over there...u know wat I can't tell my betrayal story to anybody so it's just killing me inside... however best wishes to you man:)