Coming and going

This monster lives inside of me. I never know when he comes or goes.

Coming and going

In the same unexpected way the pain came and moved into my body, it went away as an unwanted guest who didn't get enough attention. The questions attached to its coming and going keep popping to my mind, remaining unanswered. Perhaps it was the surrendering to the ache that released the trapped darkness inside. Maybe was the awareness of being more than the physically shell. I don't know. What I do know is that I feel strong again, free of that agony, inhabiting My Self. And I'm grateful. For everything. Every...Thing!