Fragile

I'm falling apart, but no one knows.

The whispers lost in the halls 

The few words absorbed in my walls 

Those are all that's left of me 

The real me, the one they do not see 

I've told few of my predicament 

Few care, some just increase their torment 

I struggle harder everyday 

But no one knows, I never say 

My mind is falling apart at the seams 

But no one gets it, they're only dreams 

I have troubles, worries, and pain 

I feel like I am going insane 

The slightest thing makes me worry all week 

I know I am no longer strong, I am weak 

I feel the walls of sadness closing in 

I know it will be long until the end 

My suffering is just a secret 

Only to be uttered if they vow to keep it 

I make them swear not to tell 

When all I really want is help 

I fear someday I'll fall 

I'll give up, let go of it all 

I am fragile, don't let me drop 

If I fall, I'll never stop

Author's Note

I guess I have a lot of issues, and I tell people I can trust, but sometimes I wonder if that's enough.