ArtistA Poem by Rom
Inside my mother
There's an art exhibition I am the artist. You see the first painting on the wall Of a tiny sapling with clouds all over the sky raining That's from the day I was born If you look closely You can see my mother's face on the clouds. The painting of a tree spreading out its branches in different directions? That's from my first day at school. The one where the tree bears the reddest of apples? It's from the time I hit puberty My mother takes a walk through the exhibition everyday Her eyes scanning each painting like they are her most precious children. My mother, she treats those walls like a trophy Something to hold high up in the air and wait for the world to notice it. She takes every compliment Every appraisal A pat on the back Moulds them into medals And wears them around her neck. I am her favourite artist. Today when I hand her a painting Of a tree with its leaves being eaten by insects crawling out from the soil, It's branches resembling corpses dug up from the soil She does not hang it on the wall She says she does not understand it. In the next painting the branches of the tree have turned into weeds, They have wrapped themselves around its trunk The insects continue to increase in number Getting fatter each day The clouds are still raining but somehow they fail to reach the soil. It is always dry and cracking Falling apart The surrounding is so dark you can almost feel the tree suffocating. My mother stops visiting the exhibition. I am no longer her favourite artist. The exhibition has turned into a museum, It's walls haunted by history Everything around it dead and decaying. There are no medals around her neck now. I stop painting. My mother stops looking me in the eye She's afraid that if she does, I will look too much like the trees in those paintings. But inside my mother's exhibition There's a room nobody knows about A room filled with paintings that could not find their place on the walls. Sometimes I see my mother locked in the room Her hands shaking as she picks up a paintbrush for the first time Trying to turn the insects in the paintings into caterpillars Which she hopes will one day turn into butterflies, Something beautiful. My mother tries I know she does So I do not remind her that even caterpillars feed on leaves. I let her be Maybe one day when she lets me inside the room I will teach her how to hold a paintbrush properly And we'll paint something Together And this time I'll make sure That the rain reaches the soil. © 2021 RomAuthor's Note
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Added on April 17, 2021 Last Updated on April 17, 2021 Tags: Spoken word, poem, blank verse, poetry, poems, free verse, spoken word poetry |