No Escape

Everything is heavy on my chest
I feign absence to escape from my bad scattered past.
But I find that my past continue to follow me wherever I go.
Those ugly memories continue to appear in front of me
I try so hard to convince myself
they all have passed.
I thought that I cut all the ways of my past
to prevent them to contact me
And hunt me everyday.
I even thought that I could forget
And move on.
I was wrong,
I do not forget,
I have more powerful memory now,
I remember the simplest details of the worst things,
The yelling,
The humiliation.
I even remember the sound of the car horns at that time!
While he was chasing my brother on the streets.
I even remember the tone of his voice
How to escape from my memory?
How to escape from myself?
How to escape from the world?
How to Navigate another world
I'm not in it?
Just tell me how dad?

Reviews

[Half Dream]

Sis, I do love you have your pen, where you can be totally free, from all what does hurt so much from within. It's brave to speak your heart out as beautifully painful you can, but I like it this way. Raw, and honest, you know that... There is much from your past you can't forget, yet, you're strong, as you survive, by it, and I know you are. You're a beautiful soul, and my number 1. Never escape from me, please... for you're important, needed, and loved.

- Elisa

[Half Dream]

Oh my, thank you so much sis. How can I escape from you beautiful sis. You mean the world to me. *love and hugs*

I'm glad you can't lol... ;) thanks for the mail today, I'm on my way to write you back... in a bit...
Love and hugs!!

[Writer at last! Sky ~]

Beautiful Poem and the Picture is really nice, you gathered everything the way it was supposed to be in the past....

[Half Dream]

Thank you Skyfall.

[Writer at last! Sky ~]

Welcome Friend :))

[Brave girl]

it's very sad and it made me cry because somehow i can relate, i had myselfa rough childhoud and i still suffer from all those uglymemories, u wrote your feelings in a very beautiful way;thank you for sharing...but don't try to escape because you can't, maybe try to live with it and as the time pass you will say that it was just a memory from the past,nothing more!! thanks again

[Half Dream]

I'm very sorry that has happened to you too. Thank you so much Brave Girl.. You're very kind! I also like your name, it suits your personality! I can read that from your words above. :) God bless you!

Thanks again.. :)

[Brave girl]

you are the most welcome =D ;)

[Jack Kennedy]

Very gloomy and sad poem! The picture added to the bleakness rightfully. Nice job with the theme's execution and the form as well

[Half Dream]

Thanks for reading....

[Jack Kennedy]

You are certainly welcome...