My Kay

My Kay

A Poem by Samantha Taylor

My dearest soul mate, My love, My best friend. Tell me I will be okay

It's been a hard time coming
and I've spent this whole time running
Just to keep the thought of you from my mind.
but I see you every day,
up in the sky look at you shine
and i try not to whine to complain to
try and enjoy the rain
But without you, everything is so dull
Dark as coal.
there are no colors even now
I'm wondering how
if I think to long about it
I feel the panic in my chest rise
and my heart start to rip.
Everything I hear I feel are lies
because life ain't a promise
And God called you home
so when my friend swear they'll call tomorrow,
swear they will see me again
I try not to let it show
because you were the proof that
that then may never come.

My last messages to you screaming
too answer
To tell me it ain't true
it's all a joke
A bad dream I woke from
but here I am 11 months later
And your funeral is a blur
through teary eyes
and white lies
and harsh goodbyes
faint why's

I want to say im doing okay
I want to be able to tell you
that no matter what i'm here for you
I want to see your face and hear your laugh
But you're in a better place
so they say
and i believe it, I do.
In God I trust
With you.

Father hear me now
you blessed  me with a soul mate
and us meeting was your fate
but i never expected it to be this way
you took away
my Kay

My Kay
My Kay
Please tell me it all turns out okay
Please tell me how to live now, today.
Please tell me I'll see you again some day..

I miss you.

© 2017 Samantha Taylor

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Losing is always difficult
Living with pain is even more difficult

Posted 3 Years Ago

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Added on October 18, 2017
Last Updated on October 18, 2017
Tags: Best friend, Death, Grief


Samantha Taylor
Samantha Taylor


I'm 21, Married and am a step mother to 3 kids and have one of my own. I've been writing for as long as I remember and love feedback, good or bad. more..