My Kay

My dearest soul mate, My love, My best friend. Tell me I will be okay

It's been a hard time coming
and I've spent this whole time running
Just to keep the thought of you from my mind.
but I see you every day,

up in the sky look at you shine

and i try not to whine to complain to
try and enjoy the rain

But without you, everything is so dull
Dark as coal.
there are no colors even now
I'm wondering how
if I think to long about it

I feel the panic in my chest rise
and my heart start to rip.
Everything I hear I feel are lies
because life ain't a promise
And God called you home

so when my friend swear they'll call tomorrow,

swear they will see me again

I try not to let it show

because you were the proof that

that then may never come.

My last messages to you screaming

too answer

To tell me it ain't true
it's all a joke

A bad dream I woke from
but here I am 11 months later

And your funeral is a blur

through teary eyes

and white lies

and harsh goodbyes

faint why's

I want to say im doing okay

I want to be able to tell you

that no matter what i'm here for you

I want to see your face and hear your laugh

But you're in a better place

so they say

and i believe it, I do.

In God I trust
With you.

Father hear me now
you blessed  me with a soul mate

and us meeting was your fate

but i never expected it to be this way

you took away

my Kay

My Kay

My Kay

Please tell me it all turns out okay
Please tell me how to live now, today.
Please tell me I'll see you again some day..

I miss you.

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[Nebula]

Losing is always difficult
Living with pain is even more difficult