Rain

I wrote this when it was raining and there was hail so this is for the rain and someone i love who makes me think of them when i see the rain

• Look out the window
  Itsraining
  Remember that day when i made that mistake?
  It was raining too
  It was also dark and cold at 9 i believe
  I wish i could go back
  To rewind time
  But thats impossible
  I cant talk to you or tell you im here
  You remember and cry
  When you told me good-bye
  I remember it because it was my last
  Living memory of you
  Your face angry
  Your deep brown eyes that bore into my soul
  You remember how i looked
  Sad
  Alone
  You didnt see the tears that i shed the rain camoflouged them
  You dont remember why we fought
  But know that it was something so stupid to fight about
  You remember that hug i gave you that day before
  Then after I was dead in my car
  I remember crashing and flipping my car
  But i do not remember all the physical pain
  But i remembered you all the same
  You get up and go to your car
  The sky is turning black
  Wher are you going?
  I follow
  You drive to the sight of where i made that mistake
  You stop and pull over and get out with no coat on
  Its pouring rain, a storm
  You walk to my cross on the side of the road
  You pass it and walk to the edge of the little mountain road
  I yell but its just the same
  You cant hear me
  I cry in this pouring rain
  The lightning flashes you gasp
  You saw me at last
  Yousaw me at last
  You smile now
  You fall back I go to grab you
  I touch your hand which is so soft in mine
  And pull you up
  Your like me now
  I am weeping
  You smile
  I dont
  You hug me
  I push you away
  Confussion crosses your face
  "You shouldnt have died" i yell
  You dont look surprised but indifferent
  "Why tell me why" i yell even louder now for we are both wet with the rain
  "Ilove you still" you say to me
  I hug you close
  You do the same
  So we stand out her in the pouring rain

Author's Note

Please tell me if this needs some work so i can do better