A cry that no can can hear.

Without you I am nothing DAD

It's 3 AM again, you appear in my dream just standing there in dark meadow staring at me without a single word.

Tears start rolling down my pillow and breathe inside my throat that i cannot get to move right.
A feeling in my stomach that i know is my soul,curled in a fetal position, silently wishing that i could just stay there forever watching you.

I wake up from balmy night with grieve and i allow myself to cry out loud .

Gone is warmth of your body, Gone is the piercing gaze of your bright eyes that make me so strong.

Now Alone in silence i sit, saddened by your absence, insurmounted pain of a love lost consumes my presence .
A future that was once so bright and promising reduced to nothing more then ashes.

what was, what is and what would have been is nothing more than a fleeing memory.

Come take me along dad.

Reviews

[Paul Bell]

Loss is always tough, but would dad want you to rise up and get on with life.
In a way he'll always be there, just as you'll never forget him.
keep the memories going and make new ones.

[IrishEYES]

I second that,
however memories are always painful :-( and so couldn't allow myself to make the new one.

[Paul Bell]

Definitely, time is on time.