I Hope It Was Worth It

A poem dealing with being heartbroken ~ I'm sure many can relate

You were something

I thought more

One of the most meaningful

When you were mine

You gave me all I could ever ask

And wanted nothing but my heart in return

And so without doubt

I found you worthy of all my trust

And I put my fragile heart in your hands

You cared for it as you promised

Until the very end

You were one of the best I had

But your ending was the worst

When you broke my heart

You killed me with mercy

You brought up my hopes 

To crush it with ease

You cared for the lamb

As you prepared it for slaughter

Your lies only originated from care

All in all your heart was in the right place while you broke mine

I’m so cold

Inside

Because of you

This break took the longest to recover 

And still I’m not quite whole

I was cast from heaven into hell

While those events damaged my mental health

And your reasons I never got to know

I will probably never know why

I hope it was worth it making me cry

I hope it was worth it leaving me behind 

I hope it was worth all those truths

You transformed into lies

I hope it was worth making my heart something other men 

Will have to go through hell to find

I hope it was worth it to let us die

Author's Note

Reviews are always welcome

Reviews

[OBWhiteHawk]

Very sad and haunting words here. I understand these feelings myself and am working on getting them out, going deeper I guess. I really admire your work.

[Chelle]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it.