Too Proud

I wrote this a few weeks after "I'm Afraid" and I was starting to get over the previous injury to my heart.

Each day I have a chance.

that you and I glance,

and I get to see your beautiful smile,

I find it hard to be your friend,

because all the while,

I have a scar that I can't mend,

and I am too proud,

to fend for myself I have vowed,

but I don't know what to do,

nor if my feelings are true,

but I think that I'm falling in love with you.

Author's Note

I was really confused during that period in my life because I kept telling myself that she was just a friend. It was hard but managed to stop myself from telling her for a long time about how I felt. I almost succeeded in convincing myself that I didnt love her but then my annoying and not so great rival and (sadly) my friend brought those feelings back when he reminded me about how I felt about her. I wanted to kick his ass for that but I would be killed by his sister if i do.

Reviews

[ajasminewallflower]

Once again love sick puppy dog syndrome...Jeez you got it bad ...How could regret being My big bros friend...you would've never met me without him and alot of other friends too...and who else would you have to fight with? LOLz

[Constance L. Hartwell]

I think we all feel like this every now and then. you did an amazing job putting your emotions into your words. kudos.