Diamond- Picking Scabs Again.

Well it's obviously a poem about self hatred and thought's of suicide. It also does have a deeper more subtle message.

Lungs fill

 

Heart beats

 

Warm Blood runs through my veins

 

In perfect health this body works

 

To bind me with it's chains

 

 

Bright tresures rise but turn to swine

 

Some gift this is, this mind of mine.

 

Tortured my my own existiance

 

I walk the path of self resistance

 

 

Past misfortunes big or small

 

They taunt each waking hour

 

Memories triggered by everything

 

from a corps to a pretty flower

 

 

Why am I tortured each night and each day

 

What's wrong with me?

 

What made me this way?

 

 

Why can't I controll this hatred and pain?

 

I'm ready to lose

 

I've nothing to gain

 

 

Heart just plaese stop

 

I want you no longer

 

I'm tired of fighting

 

My shadow is stronger

 

 

Lungs just give up

 

I don't want your breath

 

Just too scared to learn...

 

What comes after death?

 

 

Dear God can you save me?

 

relieve this regret?

 

Take out my pain

 

I wan't to forget

 

 

If you really love me

 

Please help me I'm dying

 

I don't love myself

 

And I'm tired of trying.

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Thank you

Reviews

[unspokenguilt]

It's very bold, not a very joyful subject...but an interesting and creative write!