Writing the Unwanted

Dear Mom and Dad

If you are reading it I am dead.

Even if I tell you not to, you will cry.

It was too hard for me to write this letter

But it will be harder for you to read this letter.

The pen was too heavy when I was writing this letter

And also because I wished it had never reached you.

Mom and Dad,

Please be proud of your deceased son

Who sacrificed himself for our home.

You must be angry

You must be sad

And I am sorry for that.

Tell my friends that they were the best

Tell my sister to forgive for all our fights

Tell my brother to take my car he always wanted to have.

Tell my love that I am sorry for being late for our date.

I don't know if I am going to heaven or hell

But I will remember my mother's Sunday's special,

I can still feel its taste and smell.

I wished you never read this letter

Mom and Dad take care of my brother and sister.

Mom and Dad,

I wished I could have said it forever

I love you more than you can love me together.

From Your Kid

Who wants you to smile when remembering me

But if you will cry remembering me then forget me forever.

Author's Note

I wish none of the parents receive these letters. Instead I WISH their child return and give them A BIG HUG.