Starting Again

It's all about having to change the way you look at someone after a damaged relationship

It starts as a revelation

And ends in despair

I'm sure we spent the nights in love

And for us the stars did align

But all I am is a mechanism

Only for wasting time 

Maybe I can change the inevitable

And colour your dark heart white

But there's nothing there but regret

And all my words meant nothing 

We'll start again

But we're colder now

And we're moving on

We're only friends

And equally guilty

And self-destructive 

You leave me conflicted

Between sorrow and malice

Maybe it could've been more than this

I was just a crutch

Useful but forgotten

Is there a chance in hell for me?

I can feel the uncertainty 

Now there's nothing here left

And all my words meant nothing 

We'll start again

But we're colder now

And we're moving on

We're only friends

And equally guilty

And self-destructive