Saddened

Saddened

A Poem by Katannaism
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A poem about 2010-2011

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It saddens me, to know that what I used to have is gone.
It depresses me, when I find out I'm alone again. 
Once in my grasp, promising never to flee-
Now despises the very essence of me. 
I feel nothing but an agonizing pain.
Suddenly numbness doesn't seem so disdained. 
Distance and Memories all wiped away.
I wish I was not at this disastrous fray. 

The Temptress curses me, still, every second. 
To It, she beckoned... 
I wish I could turn back the clock-
To the time when I was genuinely content.
And my life seemed more magical than my dreams.
My fantasies...
The solitude wraps around me like a Devil's Claw. 
The pain in my heart-the shatter of my soul. 
It is as if Lucifer was living in there. 
Torturing me;Eating me... 
Slowly killing me. 

Inside Out... 
It saddens me, to know that its all gone.
It angers me, to know that everything has been wasted...
It makes me cold-
And the dent of bone that once felt so homey. 
Now a bittersweet memory. 
And those once cold hands-the once warm canvas...
Ripped away from my senses. 
I can no longer feel them. 
And the emptiness in my soul, claims to reside there forever. 

It saddens me;
to know that its the End.

© 2011 Katannaism


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Added on April 2, 2011
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Katannaism
Katannaism

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia



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Dreamer. Weird. Nutty. Crazy. Oddball. Sanely insane. Eccentric. Quirky. Oriental(and proud of it!). Teenager. Child-at-heart. Stubborn. Critic. Reader. Hopeless romantic. Imaginative. Creative. Vulga.. more..

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