A Poem by Katannaism

Another way of venting how I'm bawling in my stupidity.

As the darkness engulfs me;
my heart slowly turns cold...
For some reason, I can't let it be...
And I can no longer be bold..
As I was before..

An ice fortress grows in my heart;
And my eyes burn with tears...
Just thinking how we are apart...
I get snickers from my peers. 
Who used to envy me...

I wish to apologize for my wrongs..
But I do not know what;
And more pain comes to those songs... 
Day by Day-made us depart. 
That Big Bang song I loved. 

The Twilight novel I held so close to my heart;
once made me smile...
Now I cry so undeniably hard..
I want to run to you-but I'm too far by a mile..
I can't reach you.

I still keep the messages you sent me;
But I can't read them like I used to...
But then I still can't leave them be...
How can you be so cruel?
And without reason?

I miss everything about you...
Your scent, your touch, your kiss... 
I wonder if you miss me too..
Like you used to; when we were in bliss...
Unlike today...

Our 1st Anniversary wasn't how we planned... 
It was filled with dispute and tears. 
Instead of soaring higher; it had to crash and land. 
All of my biggest fears....
Had come true...
It was losing you.

Every night, I pray you would come back...
That we could start it all anew. 
That your love would never lack-
But the chances are lesser than few. 

I miss you.
I love you. 
My teardrops weren't wasted on you-
They were worth it... 

Your teardrops for me was proof-


© 2011 Katannaism

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Author's Note

Sighs* didn't have the emotional strength to finish it...
Consider the empty ellipses my last sentence to the final stanza. :'(

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The tear drops fall for the memories that remain, this is touching and shows a caring heart. Beautifully sad my friend.

Posted 8 Years Ago

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Added on April 9, 2011
Last Updated on April 18, 2011
Tags: sad, depression, hurt, lost, love, heartbreak, emo



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