My Best Friend

Tears are heavy upon my face
I wipe them away but more fill their place
You cannot feel the pain inside
But you can see it cus it dose not hide
My Cries Our Wasted On Someone That Doesn’t Care
They Walked Away and It Wasn’t Fare
They Didn’t Wait To Ask Me Why
They Just Turned Around and Watched Me Cry

I cried and pleaded, begged them not to go
But they turned their back on me and left me there alone
Now tears of sorrow fall down my face
Cus I know no one can fill her place
My best friend that wasn’t my friend at all
Cus if she was, would she have let me fall?

So now here I am
Almost a year has gone by
And I look back and wonder why
Why didn’t I see it before?
That I loved her so much more
Even now, if she called I would reply
If she needed my help, I would not deny
Even after the tears I have shed
She will always be my best friend.

Author's Note

This poem is based on my best friend. She was thinking about doing drugs, and I was scared, because I knew what could happen to her if she did. So I ended up telling her parents, and she hated me for it, some of the things she did to me were very hurtful, and for a long time I thought I deserved it. I told her I was sorry, but she didn't care. She would play on my emotions too, I mean I would get my hopes up, thinking she was starting to forgive me, but then when I would call her she wouldn’t talk to me. But what hurt the most is when, she became best friends with a girl she use to hate, and she would rub it in my face. And her new best friend didn’t like me ether, when she would walk by me she would call me names under her breath. For so long I blamed myself, I was angry at myself. But eventually I began to see that she had no right treating me the way she did. And even after what happened, I will always love her.