Silenced

Never did I felt so blue

so lonely and filled with grief

I have not seen any single clue

why my life shouldn't be so brief

I lived my life carelessly

now I hurt and over bled

walking fast aimlessly

chasing words, once I said

No matter how hard I try

nothing changes, nothing past

Everything felt so dry

turning every piece to dust

I am lost, I am scared

which way is, which is not

my whole life is now bared

left to decay, spoil, and rot

I am nothing more, so much less

I fear life more than death

the life I was blessed

now I gamble, it is all I can bet

the chips are down, the countdown starts

no need to be sad, no need to frown

all I have now is a beating heart

soon to be stopped, denied of sound

Author's Note

I am not good at writing just like everything else I do