The Beginning. Chapter 1

I have always lived without a mother. I've never really had the mother touch. I always lived with what my dad taught me. My dad wasn't much of a father at all, more like someone who wanted you to believe he was god and if you didn't worship him and saw through his emotional and mental problems he disowned and did not want to know you were even alive. I never saw he was like that until I was 15 when I met the person who changed my life entirely. She came into my life and cleaned me out. For the long while I have known her she has never been simple. Her name is Johnna and everyone says she is going to end up ending my life but I think she is where it begins. I met her through the wonderful world of Myspace. We talked off and on and one day I realized she went to school with me. I was only a freshman so I knew no one. I fell for her quick and if it wasn't for that one picture comment we would have never started a chapter.