Ice

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!not promoting anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dedicate this to my old friends and just something i made up but it was a big part in my life

Cold.....bitter to taste.....addiction so hard to break...

it almost looks like a crystal yet it just melted like ice....

When the smoke entered my lungs it was so weird.....

it felt so strange......as if i was being lifted.......it was so smooth...... 

all the pain i had felt had gone......

all my problems just seemed to fade with ice and go away with the smoke.....

Ooh...the sensations i felt all i once....

the most incredible high that i could ever imagine.....

would actually be the worst.......every touch felt too good......

it was like a roller coaster that you are too scared to ride but you took a chance...

then changed your mind at the last second BUT it was too late you were already on it

 

......i wanted it to stop........

......i wanted my old friends.................

but they were too far away nor even care to listen to me............

i made them hate me......loath me........

......if only they knew i loved them still and that i was so sorry.......

....i just want them back in my life.......

.....now all i can say is this.......

.........If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take........

Reviews

[Julia]

thats a f*****g lie. there was action taken but some ppl r just to blind to see it or have their head stuck up so far in their own a*s or some1 elses

[ShaneBerry]

actions would have spoken louder. no action was taken kiddo

[Ruth]

Oh love, this is so emotive....sometimes we can only be there and help when they fall! Powerful work sweetheart, a wrenching write xx

[Dream Weaver]

Sounds as if it could be crack or meth either one is
bad news. With it comes the loss of family and friends
as well as ones self.. a great perspective Julia well done.
I haven't seen you in a while hope all is well :)